I had hoped that you’d be different

Apparently NOT

Living in a fairytale world got me caught

Caught up in a façade of possibility

Only you didn’t really see me.

You saw what you could get

Questions came that you refuted with your absence

I guess when certainty and uncertainty meet it’s always a disaster.

True you don’t owe me anything, but what happened to common decency?

What happened to being adults and talking about things?

Still, I had hoped that you’d be different

But instead, you decided to turn your back and be inconsiderate

I guess that’s what I get for falling into the mirage of what appeared to be formidable

Some said you gave it up too early, guys will say anything to get it.

This I know, but the initial connection made me think I wouldn’t regret it.

I had thought you’d be different, but you proved that wrong.

I could be mad, angry, and disgusted, but instead, I carry on.

This mistake I choose to learn from and in time my disappointment will subside.

Now I know that you aren’t different and everything was just a LIE.